Thursday, March 26, 2009

GEBURSTAG?!

"Den ständiga resan", salvations, and days of birth=LOVE.
I'm determined to learn the lyrics of that song, despite the fact I speak GERMAN and not SWEDISH. The language is SOMEWHAT similar i suppose? Also, discovered the veiled half of the once soundtrack I was missing, thanks to Michaela=D.

Wow. Eighteen...

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Sparrows-Justin King

Planes pass overhead against the rain
Sky counting black sparrows
Overdose, there's lead inside my clothes
As I work my tired miracles

One last hook, the peace is all they took
I'm fresh out of phantoms
Warm regrets gets the coldest winters yet
The song seeps in our marrow

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Motorcycle Drive By

A Collective 13 Song

Soundtrack to March:
Velouria-The Pixies
The Sun Never Shines-Flogging Molly
Coffee, God, And Cigarettes-Mischief Brew
Say It To Me-Glen Hansard
Baby, I'm An Anarchist-Against Me!
Sing Your Songs-The Slackers
Split Needles-The Shins
God of Wine-Third Eye Blind
Den ständiga resan-Opeth
Lullaby-The Cure
I'm Jim Morrison, I'm Dead-Mogwai
Ravenous-Arch Enemy
Fever Dream-Iron & Wine

Life Recap:
I've finally decided, that I'm going to AIB. I'm giving them a reply next week and getting a sweatshirt tomorrow to christen the experience=). Life right now? I am enveloped in excitement and living on a whim. Hanging on the unknowns, the prospects of who knows what. Brutally optimistic? YES. I turn 18 in 9 days, tomorrow I'm meeting Kat Von D, thursday the gardner museum to chill with Siddhartha, HOW COULD THINGS GET ANY BETTER?

Well... actually... we'll see=)

Monday, March 9, 2009

AIB AIB AIB AIB AIB AIB AIB AIB AIB AIB

Today. Absolutely perfect...
Went to Barnes & Noble to pick up a copy of Tess of the D'Urbervilles and Great Expectations (in a fuzzy-grey-leopard-print hat,) and grabbed a cup of Tazo tea for the first time in a few days. Later on, I opened up my neglected e-mail inbox and realized that yesterday, March 7th, I got into The Art Institute of Boston! Needless to say, AIB is my first choice school and I was ECSTATIC that I got accepted into their photography program! Honestly, I must've hit the snooze button too many times, because I'm not waking up from this INCREDIBLE dream that I seem to be stuck in... I even caught my analog laptop clock at exactly 11:11pm tonight, and didn't feel a trace of irritation--It's just numbers.

I can, once again, revel in the fact that I am back and here to stay. I feel happier than ever, rejuvenated and unbound =)

18 days

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Coeur


[...and continues opening. Sarah Paddison]
I felt your presence, through the smoke of a Midsummer’s Night. Felt your ashen grey threads caress the air as ghosts emerged from a dying ember. And the tears crept into my glassy eyes, lips curling into a broad smile as my heart skipped a beat. These effervescent things fade quickly, yet I could feel your warmth linger for a protracted, blissful minute. Sixty seconds of perfection--my eyes caught sixty seconds of perfection, and held on to each and every silvery whirl of euphoria.

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Laufen,unendlich Laufen...

Round three. We share a common goal. You run; you run until the dirt below your feet begins to disintegrate into dust, particles falling off the earth in heaping mushroom clouds. You run through squalor, through Port-au-Prince, past twenty seven thousand kilometers of malaria, typhoid fever, tuberculosis and HIV. Past two million dying souls and barely formed fingertips. But your feet—they won’t take you past what you endure within your heart.

Round three. I love you and your calloused hands, splintered and hardened by ramshackle two by fours and rotting plywood.

Monday, March 2, 2009

The Hill-Marketa Irglova


A bottle and a half down.
Darling, your face is deviating into Venn diagrams,
And I lose my footing.
Crash down on the stairs, losing my will
Next to you, sitting shotgun in a car
Chain-smoking, shirt disheveled by the pouring rain.
Losing my will, losing my heart piece by piece.

I’m tired of these lonesome evenings.

Choking down sobs, bile in the back of my throat.
Staring out at sunset after sunset, unmoved.
The myriad of oranges and rose colors
The tangible mirage I cannot find the dignity to enjoy.